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deplaisant:

Today I took a moment for myself between shifts. Sitting outside a coffee shop I was completely alone. And I realized I’m alone in most areas of my life. I have no friends in real life, and no one I can call to just see and have a human connection with. It didn’t hurt. It was a fact really. A fact that I’m completely okay with. I have never had a truly functioning relationship and perhaps I never will. I’m only twenty so perhaps times will change, but for now I find contentment in being alone. I’ve been left by much of my family and people I once held close. But I’m no worse for it. I’d rather be by myself than surrounded by people that have a distaste or contempt towards me. So for now I’m going to enjoy being alone. Sitting and eating by myself in restaurants and talking walks in the park and beach. I like myself. If I find someone else who does that’s nice, but for now I’m tiring of putting forth an effort and receiving nothing good back in return. I will always enjoy hearing people’s stories and helping them. So I hope that may continue in some regards.Today I bought myself a pastry and a balloon. Simple things. Lots of simple things. 

QTY: 25

25/02/12

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